when everything is white and black...

[...making something out of nothing]
//the life of a poet

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Name: farr
Gender: Female


Interests: books, magazines, ultimate, astro, poetry, webbing, eating on the streets, being with friends, meeting new people, talking
Expertise: being really mean&being crazy weird&freaking people out&laughing with you =]
Occupation: Student
Industry: Research


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Member Since: 4/28/2003

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Some days I just really go crazy hearing the words 'local shot peen'. :P


Monday, October 13, 2008

Hello all. I'm here in Boston, MA, with new friends and a new me. Actually, maybe it's not a new me, but it's the real me. My friends here are all Cantonese and so I'm kinda living a life I've always dreamed of, maybe one step closer to the life I would be living if I were in Hong Kong. I'm just much more fun when I'm speaking Cantonese.

A lot of things can happen in just a few days. Someone is testing my standards. Another is testing my endurance. And yet a third is testing my sympathy. Basically Boston has been a lot of unexpected trouble. But it's still one experience I'd never forget.

I really want to buy a camera (as my old one is broken) to take pictures of Boston for my mom. Since she doesn't/can't travel much, she hasn't seen much of what I've seen and I love sharing everything with her.

The next place I'd really like to visit is Cali. Then Hong Kong.  I'm saving up money now!

Miss everyone back at Cornell, and all of you who have been even farther away for a longer period of time.


Saturday, May 31, 2008

I really wish I had someone.


Thursday, May 22, 2008

This summer isn't a very happy one.


Saturday, May 17, 2008

I just moved into a new apartment today. Packing and cleaning was crazy. I've been frustrated and stressed about it and taking it out on people, which I'm sorry for. I won't be here in the fall but I didn't get to see the people I'll miss the most before they left: the few people who make things seem okay are no longer here and so I cried for a long time after moving in here. I didn't get to say how grateful I am that they've been there the past few weeks... which were all kinds of hell I can't even begin to talk about. I know all the people in the apartment but somehow I still feel really lonely. I dont understand why I'm always stuck in the bad situations and have to put up with shit. This is not going to be as fun of a summer as I expected, and even people I had gotten close to... I just want them to go away and not touch me and be a little more gentle. Just because I'm crying doesn't mean you can touch me.



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